i don't like people who are always bitching about someone.
that person S is always like that. everytiime i see him, he is always bitching about someone. and i don't think it's nice. i even felt uncomfortable. he says like "that girl is stupid, ugly, that man is stupid" or whatever i don't even remember.
I am not compatable with a person like him. i cannot stand it. everytime i talk to him, he starts bitching about someone.
i'm sure a lot of people are bitching about S. comupance.
don't worry about my spelling...
2008年5月31日土曜日
2008年5月30日金曜日
m
my electronic dictionary sucks because it doesn't have many words that i wanted to know about.
-->give examples...that solidify your argument.
in my opinion, my stat teacher sucks because he does not expalain the material very well. in fact i have diffiulty to understand his english (he is not native)
-->Many of my friends say that he does not explain the material clearly either. Therefore, this statement solidify my argument. the fact that he has some strange accent makes my argument strong.
-->The fact that he doesn't expalian very well doesn't mean he is not a smart guy. from his regume, i can assume that he is doing well in his academic career.
-->give examples...that solidify your argument.
in my opinion, my stat teacher sucks because he does not expalain the material very well. in fact i have diffiulty to understand his english (he is not native)
-->Many of my friends say that he does not explain the material clearly either. Therefore, this statement solidify my argument. the fact that he has some strange accent makes my argument strong.
-->The fact that he doesn't expalian very well doesn't mean he is not a smart guy. from his regume, i can assume that he is doing well in his academic career.
2008年5月29日木曜日
i need to be articulative.
many of my friends say my english is good. that implies my english is not perfect. who would say your english is good to the native speakers ?
--- maybe my english is good enough for daily conversation and university level work. But what about in the real business world ? Am I articulative enough ? No.
--- being articulative in English. That is my aim now. It's not easy. In fact, many of people are not articulative even in their mother tongue. That's something you need to train. Once you get it, that is a skill.
anyways, that's what I was thinking about after I talked to some investment bankers.
----
Why do you want to work at the investment bank ?
--High salary...perhaps this is the first reason why I want to work at the i-bank.
--Cool. Being an i-banker is cool, i assume. but this is an inductively weak opinion i must say. so X.
--I am interested in financial sector of the business. Money is the fundamental of the economy, and I would like to work in a place where I deal with it. -->no. you can work anywhere if you want to deal with money. even at the gas station. so no. inductively weak.
-->im interested in financial sector...because i am interested in how the economy works... ? --no doesn't make any sense.
-->I'm in
---- i actually cannot think of why i want to work in the i-bank
maybe i just want high salary. i want to travel all over the place, (but possible in other job), i am interested in finance (why ? ->I am impressed by those dynamics of shares, stocks, bonds, derivatives... -->Right, but it's weak I must say.
Why do you like stocks ? bonds ? Dynamics of finance ???? Why ? ???
I cannot think of it now, and i think it's a critical issue if you cannot answer why you are intesreted in shares, stocks... basically you are intereted in a flow of money....
so that ends up being "I am just interested in money". which is not convincing. anybody is interested in money.
I've got to think about this.
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I think COca cola is unhealthy, because it contains a lot of suger (40g per 350ml can) and it might cause diabetes. Thefore, it's unhealthy. (don't worry about the spelling mistakes)
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I think eating chips are not as unhealthy as eating chocolates...
because chips are at least potatos...it's natural... wait. chocolates are natural as well. it's made of cocoa... so my argument doesn't make any sense.
Eating chips is not unhealthy as eating chocolates...because chips does not contain as many sugar as that of chocolates...
-wait. so do you assume that all the chips do not contain any sugar ?
-wait. so you assume that all the chocolates in the world contain a lot of sugar?
-Wait. what about the quantities. Eating 1kg of chips and 1g of chocolates. in terms of sugar, i don't know, but do you assume that "sugar" is the only factor you concern ? Is that your argument ?
---
I think Macbook suchs. because i cannot play any window's video game. -->Not inductively strong. you can actually play windows game if you install windows via bootcamps. so i should've said...
macbook sucks because i cannot play Call of Duty 4. (it requires higher specs than mac.) wait, does that mean you imply that all the computer which cannot play call of duty 4 sucks ??????
--> Not necessarily. my argument was, again weak. not all the computer sucks even though they don't play call of duty 4.
what could've said was...
Macbook has a bad point, because it cannot play high spec video game such as Call of Duty 4.
-->I cannot merely say "macbook is sucks just because it doesn't play Call of Duty 4" . in fact, i appreciate macbook a lot. without this, i canno check e-mail, writing this, doing my work, a lot of things.".
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well, i am going to study now.
--- maybe my english is good enough for daily conversation and university level work. But what about in the real business world ? Am I articulative enough ? No.
--- being articulative in English. That is my aim now. It's not easy. In fact, many of people are not articulative even in their mother tongue. That's something you need to train. Once you get it, that is a skill.
anyways, that's what I was thinking about after I talked to some investment bankers.
----
Why do you want to work at the investment bank ?
--High salary...perhaps this is the first reason why I want to work at the i-bank.
--Cool. Being an i-banker is cool, i assume. but this is an inductively weak opinion i must say. so X.
--I am interested in financial sector of the business. Money is the fundamental of the economy, and I would like to work in a place where I deal with it. -->no. you can work anywhere if you want to deal with money. even at the gas station. so no. inductively weak.
-->im interested in financial sector...because i am interested in how the economy works... ? --no doesn't make any sense.
-->I'm in
---- i actually cannot think of why i want to work in the i-bank
maybe i just want high salary. i want to travel all over the place, (but possible in other job), i am interested in finance (why ? ->I am impressed by those dynamics of shares, stocks, bonds, derivatives... -->Right, but it's weak I must say.
Why do you like stocks ? bonds ? Dynamics of finance ???? Why ? ???
I cannot think of it now, and i think it's a critical issue if you cannot answer why you are intesreted in shares, stocks... basically you are intereted in a flow of money....
so that ends up being "I am just interested in money". which is not convincing. anybody is interested in money.
I've got to think about this.
-------
I think COca cola is unhealthy, because it contains a lot of suger (40g per 350ml can) and it might cause diabetes. Thefore, it's unhealthy. (don't worry about the spelling mistakes)
-------
I think eating chips are not as unhealthy as eating chocolates...
because chips are at least potatos...it's natural... wait. chocolates are natural as well. it's made of cocoa... so my argument doesn't make any sense.
Eating chips is not unhealthy as eating chocolates...because chips does not contain as many sugar as that of chocolates...
-wait. so do you assume that all the chips do not contain any sugar ?
-wait. so you assume that all the chocolates in the world contain a lot of sugar?
-Wait. what about the quantities. Eating 1kg of chips and 1g of chocolates. in terms of sugar, i don't know, but do you assume that "sugar" is the only factor you concern ? Is that your argument ?
---
I think Macbook suchs. because i cannot play any window's video game. -->Not inductively strong. you can actually play windows game if you install windows via bootcamps. so i should've said...
macbook sucks because i cannot play Call of Duty 4. (it requires higher specs than mac.) wait, does that mean you imply that all the computer which cannot play call of duty 4 sucks ??????
--> Not necessarily. my argument was, again weak. not all the computer sucks even though they don't play call of duty 4.
what could've said was...
Macbook has a bad point, because it cannot play high spec video game such as Call of Duty 4.
-->I cannot merely say "macbook is sucks just because it doesn't play Call of Duty 4" . in fact, i appreciate macbook a lot. without this, i canno check e-mail, writing this, doing my work, a lot of things.".
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well, i am going to study now.
business degree
a business degree is useless because
you learn nothing.
18 year old kid, read a textbook about "how to manage people". Pointless. How to manage people is something you learn from the real life experience. Nothing from the textbook. It's a bogus.
An introduction of accounting... Why the hell you need to learn accounting even though you don't want to be an accountant ? After the completion of the course, do you actually remember what the balance sheet is ? I don't. even though I studied hard.
Financial management. What is the point of learning how to calculate present value by "HAND" ????? In the real life, you have a financial calculator, even more useful, computers...who the hell do actually calculate the value of the stocks by hand ? USELESS subject.
Business law...ok. it's ok to capture the basic concept of business law, but do you actually remember those after the completion of the class ?
From those subjects...what did you actually learn ??? probably you forgot everything.
--
that's how i feel about the business degree. I just thought that degree is so useless. university itself is bogus, it is just pretending like a pure educational institution, but it's actually a business firm seeking massive profits. look at the way our uni trying to capture as many international students as they can... it is a business. it's not an educational institution. look at the financial management class... 300-400 people for one professor.
so university is bogus. business degree at the undergrad is useless.
---
i'm glad that i switched to economics degree. that's something more useful. I love learning about banking sector. i am just interested in those area. so i read a lot, i learn it by myself and it's just fun.
micro, macro economics. useful. you can understand how the economy works. that's something you should know. tax cut ? government expenditure ? Unemployment rate ? those are something you actually really need to know.
if you can think like an economist...you win. Look at all the ceos in the famous companies. many of them are majored in economics...
ecoomics is awesome. it's a hard degree, but it worths it. i can get a lucrative job like at the investment banks...
---
i'm doing a little research about credit crunch, northern rock, bear stearns...i'm sure they will be on the exam.
you learn nothing.
18 year old kid, read a textbook about "how to manage people". Pointless. How to manage people is something you learn from the real life experience. Nothing from the textbook. It's a bogus.
An introduction of accounting... Why the hell you need to learn accounting even though you don't want to be an accountant ? After the completion of the course, do you actually remember what the balance sheet is ? I don't. even though I studied hard.
Financial management. What is the point of learning how to calculate present value by "HAND" ????? In the real life, you have a financial calculator, even more useful, computers...who the hell do actually calculate the value of the stocks by hand ? USELESS subject.
Business law...ok. it's ok to capture the basic concept of business law, but do you actually remember those after the completion of the class ?
From those subjects...what did you actually learn ??? probably you forgot everything.
--
that's how i feel about the business degree. I just thought that degree is so useless. university itself is bogus, it is just pretending like a pure educational institution, but it's actually a business firm seeking massive profits. look at the way our uni trying to capture as many international students as they can... it is a business. it's not an educational institution. look at the financial management class... 300-400 people for one professor.
so university is bogus. business degree at the undergrad is useless.
---
i'm glad that i switched to economics degree. that's something more useful. I love learning about banking sector. i am just interested in those area. so i read a lot, i learn it by myself and it's just fun.
micro, macro economics. useful. you can understand how the economy works. that's something you should know. tax cut ? government expenditure ? Unemployment rate ? those are something you actually really need to know.
if you can think like an economist...you win. Look at all the ceos in the famous companies. many of them are majored in economics...
ecoomics is awesome. it's a hard degree, but it worths it. i can get a lucrative job like at the investment banks...
---
i'm doing a little research about credit crunch, northern rock, bear stearns...i'm sure they will be on the exam.
2008年5月27日火曜日
人間関係
人間関係って微妙に気まずいところとかあるよね。
ていうか、寮とかに住んでいる関係上いろんな人と毎日会うし、
なんだか毎日気を使うことがある。自分は嫌われてるんじゃないか。とか不安に思ったりするときもある。
相手がたまたま挨拶が素っ気ないときとかすごい気になる。
でもそういうのって、人の気分もあるだろうし、必ずしも嫌われてるとかそういうわけじゃないしな。
僕は何か悪いことをした覚えはないし、。そういうことを考えるのは結構疲れるなって思ったよ。
寮には２００人以上人が住んでいるけど、２００人と仲良くするのはむずかしいよね。
できるだけみんなに接して仲良くしおうとはしているけど、絶対僕と気の合わない人だっているさ。
まぁ気にしないで勉強しよう。
今日はロッククライミングをしたので、疲れて眠い。でも勉強。
ていうか、寮とかに住んでいる関係上いろんな人と毎日会うし、
なんだか毎日気を使うことがある。自分は嫌われてるんじゃないか。とか不安に思ったりするときもある。
相手がたまたま挨拶が素っ気ないときとかすごい気になる。
でもそういうのって、人の気分もあるだろうし、必ずしも嫌われてるとかそういうわけじゃないしな。
僕は何か悪いことをした覚えはないし、。そういうことを考えるのは結構疲れるなって思ったよ。
寮には２００人以上人が住んでいるけど、２００人と仲良くするのはむずかしいよね。
できるだけみんなに接して仲良くしおうとはしているけど、絶対僕と気の合わない人だっているさ。
まぁ気にしないで勉強しよう。
今日はロッククライミングをしたので、疲れて眠い。でも勉強。
unproductive
today, my study was extremely unproductive. i cannot believe how much time i wasted today.
i woke up at 9:50 today, take a shower and read a bit. go to school at 10AM. study at the library for 30min, then wen to to see my econ professor. since my tutors are fuckingg useless, i go to see the lecturor all the time.
my tutors can answer the tutorial questions, but no further questions like really complicated economic theories. surprisingly they don't even know how to explain the logic of elasticity. useless. tutors are book smarts. but they just memorized all of those, so they actually don't know the logic behind. why those economic theories are like that. useless indeed. that's why i go to see my lecturer.
then i asked questions for 30-40mins. went back home, eat lunch and saw my friend's room which was nice. i really liked his room actually. i really want to move into his rom next semester.
i am actually planning to move to the different room because the dog fuckers are so noisy. the noise from those cunts is unreasonably loud that i cannot even stay in my room for 5 seconds. i cannot stand those bitches so i will move. so i start checking out my freind's room so that i can get the different room for the next semester. my tower is kind of isolated as well, so it would be fun to move to the different tower so that i can hang out a bit more.
then i went to the japanese class. on the way, i met that girl. she is really nice to me. i talked to her for 20min or something in the street. i think i will ask her out sometimes soon... anyway, i went to the class, i was late, it was almost finished, so i talked to my friends for 10min then left.
i went to the library again. tried to study but fucking fall in a sleep for 30min. tried to study...but i was tired.... i went back to my room... drunk a coke.
tried to study... i actually did study a bit this time. then i went to the class.
stat class is indeed useless. she doesn't really explain well that's the problem. but she has a nice ass so i was just enjoying watching her ass. she told me she is going to teach stats b next semester. i might as well take her course again.
then went back. eat dinner, talked to my friend.
went back to my room. tried to study but didn't.
i went to the gym with my friend...
went home. tried to study but couldn't. surfing the inernet. so much distruction.
then i went to see my friends' rooms...
tried to study...which i did for 10min.
that's pretty much it. such a terrible day. i must say i am not good at time management. sersiously i had a whole day today but i only studied a bit.
i went to the conslutation which was good. i could understand more about the ecnomic concept. i just don't wanna be like a useless tutor. i just don't want to memorize all of those things since i will forget it if i do. right now i am trying to understand this concept.
i also attempted some tutorial questions, which are hard. i have no idea what's going on. i tried to read the tetbook but still don't undrestand. i sent an e-mail to my tutor so that i can make a n appointment with him . i just need his help now.
my biggest concern for the final was microeconomics. but now it's getting better. i 've been to consul, read a textbook, tried to do tut questions. so i am on the right truck. at least...
now fucking stats is bad. i don't understand the fucking hypothesis testing and some regression thing. i really have ot work hard. i have only 2 weeks before the fucking final.
i am worried about macro as well. on 11th... i might die. well i 've been studying for this so probably fine maybe. but still worried.
3550... it would be the hardest. because i don't know what's on the exam. but probably he will say something about it. hopefully
well going to bed.
i woke up at 9:50 today, take a shower and read a bit. go to school at 10AM. study at the library for 30min, then wen to to see my econ professor. since my tutors are fuckingg useless, i go to see the lecturor all the time.
my tutors can answer the tutorial questions, but no further questions like really complicated economic theories. surprisingly they don't even know how to explain the logic of elasticity. useless. tutors are book smarts. but they just memorized all of those, so they actually don't know the logic behind. why those economic theories are like that. useless indeed. that's why i go to see my lecturer.
then i asked questions for 30-40mins. went back home, eat lunch and saw my friend's room which was nice. i really liked his room actually. i really want to move into his rom next semester.
i am actually planning to move to the different room because the dog fuckers are so noisy. the noise from those cunts is unreasonably loud that i cannot even stay in my room for 5 seconds. i cannot stand those bitches so i will move. so i start checking out my freind's room so that i can get the different room for the next semester. my tower is kind of isolated as well, so it would be fun to move to the different tower so that i can hang out a bit more.
then i went to the japanese class. on the way, i met that girl. she is really nice to me. i talked to her for 20min or something in the street. i think i will ask her out sometimes soon... anyway, i went to the class, i was late, it was almost finished, so i talked to my friends for 10min then left.
i went to the library again. tried to study but fucking fall in a sleep for 30min. tried to study...but i was tired.... i went back to my room... drunk a coke.
tried to study... i actually did study a bit this time. then i went to the class.
stat class is indeed useless. she doesn't really explain well that's the problem. but she has a nice ass so i was just enjoying watching her ass. she told me she is going to teach stats b next semester. i might as well take her course again.
then went back. eat dinner, talked to my friend.
went back to my room. tried to study but didn't.
i went to the gym with my friend...
went home. tried to study but couldn't. surfing the inernet. so much distruction.
then i went to see my friends' rooms...
tried to study...which i did for 10min.
that's pretty much it. such a terrible day. i must say i am not good at time management. sersiously i had a whole day today but i only studied a bit.
i went to the conslutation which was good. i could understand more about the ecnomic concept. i just don't wanna be like a useless tutor. i just don't want to memorize all of those things since i will forget it if i do. right now i am trying to understand this concept.
i also attempted some tutorial questions, which are hard. i have no idea what's going on. i tried to read the tetbook but still don't undrestand. i sent an e-mail to my tutor so that i can make a n appointment with him . i just need his help now.
my biggest concern for the final was microeconomics. but now it's getting better. i 've been to consul, read a textbook, tried to do tut questions. so i am on the right truck. at least...
now fucking stats is bad. i don't understand the fucking hypothesis testing and some regression thing. i really have ot work hard. i have only 2 weeks before the fucking final.
i am worried about macro as well. on 11th... i might die. well i 've been studying for this so probably fine maybe. but still worried.
3550... it would be the hardest. because i don't know what's on the exam. but probably he will say something about it. hopefully
well going to bed.
2008年5月26日月曜日
e
i wish my english was perfect.
because if it was, i could work in anywhere, i could get good grades, i could communicate with my friends better. to be honest with you, i don't have many problems with talking to my friends or listening to lectures. but the problem is my english is not perfect. if i have an accent, people think i am not credible or reliable. for example, if you go to the bank, and borrow 1 million dollars, would you go for a person who speaks english with an accent, or a person with perfect english ? I guess most of them go to the person with the perfect english. it's just that the matter of the reliability. if you don't speak proper english, perhaps people don't trust you much. i mean in the business world. that's what i am afraid of now. what if you need to write a report for something. if there are many grammatical mistakes, do you think that report looks good ? no way.
anyways, i am so easily distructed by the fucking internet. i cannot remember how many times i checked my facebook account. what is the point of checking facebook for 100 times a day? it's just stupid. what's the point of checking e-mails for 50 times a day even though you receive only one e-mail ???? pointless.
i just really need to study now. it's just i get distructed all the time. that's the problem .
because if it was, i could work in anywhere, i could get good grades, i could communicate with my friends better. to be honest with you, i don't have many problems with talking to my friends or listening to lectures. but the problem is my english is not perfect. if i have an accent, people think i am not credible or reliable. for example, if you go to the bank, and borrow 1 million dollars, would you go for a person who speaks english with an accent, or a person with perfect english ? I guess most of them go to the person with the perfect english. it's just that the matter of the reliability. if you don't speak proper english, perhaps people don't trust you much. i mean in the business world. that's what i am afraid of now. what if you need to write a report for something. if there are many grammatical mistakes, do you think that report looks good ? no way.
anyways, i am so easily distructed by the fucking internet. i cannot remember how many times i checked my facebook account. what is the point of checking facebook for 100 times a day? it's just stupid. what's the point of checking e-mails for 50 times a day even though you receive only one e-mail ???? pointless.
i just really need to study now. it's just i get distructed all the time. that's the problem .
2008年5月25日日曜日
aa
i don't think you should judge people without knowing them. i just heard she was a bad person,bitching about people, so i just could stand talking to her. also she is dating with the most heated dickhead here. why bother talking to her. i was embarassed by just sitting next her. but you never know if she is a real cunt or not. so i don't think i should just judge her because of what the people say. i don't know why i am writing this thing in english. i know my english sucks. full of grammatical mistakes, and structural failures. anyways, i don't care now. don't be afraid of making mistakes.
today was such an unproductive day. i could' study much. because of those fucking dogs. i just wanted to kill them so badly. they start fucking barking from the morning to the evening, they ruin my day. therefore, they should die. the cunt at the vet never does anything for the noise reduction even though we have been asking to do this for more than 3 months now.
my stupid computer is slow now. i don't know wh. well i should get back to study. i haven't really studied today. that's the problem. i will have the finals in 2 weeks. no time to waste.
today was such an unproductive day. i could' study much. because of those fucking dogs. i just wanted to kill them so badly. they start fucking barking from the morning to the evening, they ruin my day. therefore, they should die. the cunt at the vet never does anything for the noise reduction even though we have been asking to do this for more than 3 months now.
my stupid computer is slow now. i don't know wh. well i should get back to study. i haven't really studied today. that's the problem. i will have the finals in 2 weeks. no time to waste.
ブリズベン
オーストラリアにあるブリズベンという町は最高につまらない町だと思う。
町の味がない。フィラデルフィアは危ないし汚いが、文化がある。ボストンは有名な大学が。。。シーフードがうまい。
ニューヨーク。いろんな顔を持つ。東京。古都であり最先端を走る町。パリ。。。世界に誇る文化を持つ都市。
世界のあらゆる適当な都市をみてみても、ブリズベンほどくだらない町はないと思う。
ブリズベンの有名な買い物する場所は、クイーンズとおり、一本だけ。それ以外はちっちゃいレストラン。
馬鹿げた町だ。
せっかく留学しているのに、こういう都市にいることは非常に残念に感じる。
もちろん安全だし暖かいから良いけど、楽しみはないよね。
町の味がない。フィラデルフィアは危ないし汚いが、文化がある。ボストンは有名な大学が。。。シーフードがうまい。
ニューヨーク。いろんな顔を持つ。東京。古都であり最先端を走る町。パリ。。。世界に誇る文化を持つ都市。
世界のあらゆる適当な都市をみてみても、ブリズベンほどくだらない町はないと思う。
ブリズベンの有名な買い物する場所は、クイーンズとおり、一本だけ。それ以外はちっちゃいレストラン。
馬鹿げた町だ。
せっかく留学しているのに、こういう都市にいることは非常に残念に感じる。
もちろん安全だし暖かいから良いけど、楽しみはないよね。
2008年5月23日金曜日
世の中
世の中には、実にくだらないことが多すぎると思ってきた。
というよりも、世の中本当にあまりに無知な人が多すぎると思ってきた。
もちろん僕は全知とかそういう風に思っている訳ではない。
だが、なんかくだらないことを言う人が多すぎる気がしてきた。
たとえばミクシのニュース記事に関するコメントを書いている人がたまにいるけど
（なんかランダムで知らない人の日記がリンクされている）
それを読むと、あまりに無知な内容がかかれていたりして、本当に馬鹿げていると感じる。
世の中とにかく無知で頭が悪い人は本当に一杯いるなっておもう。
あと、常識を知らない人も非常に多い。当たり前。と僕が思っていることも
全然知らない人がおおい。何度もいうけど、僕が天才で他が馬鹿とかそういう風に思ってる訳じゃない。
だけど、本当に世の中何も知らない人が多すぎる。。。
それは常識とか学問のことだけではなくて、幼稚なことが書かれているときもある。
ミクシの日記ではなくて、幼稚で小学生みたいなことをいう大学生にあったりすることもある。
そういうのってなんかこまったりする。なんか。
こういうふうに無知な人が多いおかげで、頭のいいエリート層は世の中をスキなように回せるのだと思う。
本当に一握りの賢い人が世の中をまわして、好き放題やる。これが今の世の中。
というよりも、世の中本当にあまりに無知な人が多すぎると思ってきた。
もちろん僕は全知とかそういう風に思っている訳ではない。
だが、なんかくだらないことを言う人が多すぎる気がしてきた。
たとえばミクシのニュース記事に関するコメントを書いている人がたまにいるけど
（なんかランダムで知らない人の日記がリンクされている）
それを読むと、あまりに無知な内容がかかれていたりして、本当に馬鹿げていると感じる。
世の中とにかく無知で頭が悪い人は本当に一杯いるなっておもう。
あと、常識を知らない人も非常に多い。当たり前。と僕が思っていることも
全然知らない人がおおい。何度もいうけど、僕が天才で他が馬鹿とかそういう風に思ってる訳じゃない。
だけど、本当に世の中何も知らない人が多すぎる。。。
それは常識とか学問のことだけではなくて、幼稚なことが書かれているときもある。
ミクシの日記ではなくて、幼稚で小学生みたいなことをいう大学生にあったりすることもある。
そういうのってなんかこまったりする。なんか。
こういうふうに無知な人が多いおかげで、頭のいいエリート層は世の中をスキなように回せるのだと思う。
本当に一握りの賢い人が世の中をまわして、好き放題やる。これが今の世の中。
2008年5月12日月曜日
人間について
なんか、今学期は、先学期とは違って、いろんな別の人たちと話す。
先学期は、同じ一つのグループと一緒にいたけど、今学期は本当にいろんな人と話す。
それだから、テーブルに座ってご飯を食べて話している時、本当にむかつく奴とかに出会う。
本当にむかついて、我慢できなくなることもある。本当にうざい奴は本当にうざい。
ていうか、昨日テーブルに座ってた時、すごいうざいオーストラリア人（インド系のやつだけど）がきて
またくだらないことを話してきた。カナダ人の友達が女体もりについて（スシの）話してきたから、僕が
あーその話はやめてw 日本の評判が下がるから。っていったら、突然そのバカインド人
うわーこいつ性的に興奮しちゃってる。
とかいい初めて、もういい加減にうざいわ。とか思ってマジ切れした。
おまえむかつくから。いっつもむかつく。あっちへいけ！
とかいった。本当にむかついたから。いつもいつもくだらない、僕をバカみたいに扱う奴だったから
いい加減にうざいので言った。それで、そのあと、そういう風にからかってくるのはうざいからやめてくれ。
っていうかんじで話し合って仲直りした。
ーーー
んで、今度は朝ご飯。なんだか
朝から犬がうるさい。７時３０分から犬がうるさくてさー 殺したい と話してた。
まぁ、実際に殺す訳じゃないよ当然。ただ、うるさいからむかつく。みたいなはなししてた。
（大体犬が朝７時３０分から吠えて、僕はおきてしまう。それがずーーっと昼過ぎまで続く。
本当に本当に犬がうるさい。近くに動物病院があって、２０匹くらい一斉にほえて、すっごくうるさい。
僕の隣人もみんなすごいうるさくて苦労してるんだ。だから、そういうストレスもある。
我慢している。でもその相手はその苦しみを絶対にしらない）
そしたら、某日本人と（日本語で会話してた） どうやって殺すの？みたいなかんじで、
ドクダンゴ？とかいって友達がいってきた。だから、ぼくが、いやー踏みつぶすとかいって
アメリカンサイコっていう映画にでてくるやりかたw みたいなかんじで冗談っぽくいってさ
それで この会話が英語で翻訳されてたら、やばいよね。僕変な人だと思われるわ。
とかいったら、 その日本人いきなり so you want to kill dogs by stampingとかいきなりみんなの前で
言い始めた。
それで、僕はまじでムカツイタ。ていうか、英語で翻訳されたらやばいよね。とか言ったのにわざわざ言うか？とかおもった。本当にうざいわ。ていうか、その日本人は信用してるから、冗談でこういうこといってるのに、わけもわからず知らない人の周りで英語で言うか？ まじでむかついた。
しかもこの人英語が全然しゃべれない。だから、僕がその人と会話してるとき外人がいると、へんな翻訳をして、誤解を招いたりする。だから、はっきりいってむかつく。
だからぼくが、うざー わざわざ英語で翻訳するなよ。なんのためだよ。とかいったら、
ごめん。だって朝からそんな話題されたくないじゃん。
とかいわれた。 おいおい。だったら、直接言えよ。
犬を踏みつぶす話なんて朝からするなよ。とかはっきり言えばいいのに
わざわざ英語でyou want to kill ... とか一々言うのありえないとおもった。
で、僕は朝ご飯と夜ご飯の２カイほど キレテシマッタのだ。
ちなみに、その僕がマジ切れした相手２人ほど、実はその二人同じグループにいつもいる。。
だから何がいいたいかっていうと、やっぱりグループ化した人たちは、中がよいい、似通っていると思う。
僕はあのグループの人とは仲良くできないかも。一々むかつくこと言ってくるから。全員が全員じゃないけど。
まぁ、僕が犬を踏みつぶしたいとか、くだらないこと言うのがわるいかもしれないけどさ
日本人の友達で冗談が通じる相手なら良いかなとおもって。でもあの人はもう冗談が通じない人だってわかった。
おまけにわざわざ僕がやってほしくない。って言ったことをわざわざやる人だっていうこともわかった。
だから、もうあの人とは上辺だけ話して、もう友達っぽく冗談を言うのはやめることにする。
冗談が通じないし、しかも、やめてほしくてもちゃんと言えない。僕の会話を下手に翻訳して誤解を招くとか
そういうことをしてくる人だということがわかった。
あのグループにいると、僕を馬鹿みたいにしてくる。
もう一人のデブのシンガポール人と話してたけど
その時、僕はサッカーの練習をきのうして、ランニングをしたら、めちゃきつくて 無理だったー
みたいな話してた。そしたらそのデブ。 おい。お前男じゃないな。男になれ。とかいってまたみんなの前で。
おいおい。おまえさー僕にもと彼女のこと５ヶ月くらい話してるよね？？？ずーっとあの女にもどってきてほしいとかさ。おまえずーーーーーっと相談してきてるよね？なにが おとこになれ。だよ。お前が男になれよ。ぐずぐずひきづってさ。しかもお前の元カノ馬鹿だよ。ふざけんな。しかもこのデブの一番むかつくところは、 この男（デブシンガポール人）は白人の女しか興味ないとか言い始める。これまじむかつく！！！おまえさ、自分はアジア人なのに、なんで自分の民族がきらいなの？？本当にあのデブがこれを言い始めるとむかつく。大体お前何人とつきあってきたんだよ。死ね。
とかまじめにむかついてくる。本当にあのグループはついていけない。つまんないしイライラする。他のグループにいると全然僕をこけにしてこないし、話してて楽しいと感じる。でもあのグルーぷは無理だ。もう絶対横に座らないし、万が一座っても話すのは控える。
以上。朝からまじギレしました。本当は僕そんなに激怒しないタイプ。
ていうか、オーストラリアで本当に人に切れたのは、
昨日の夜がルームメートをのぞいたら初めてだ。ルームメートはひどいのがいたから、何回かきれてたけど（w）
でも、友達としてきれたのは昨日の夜が初めて。今日の朝が２階目。
なんか、僕きれまくってる。もう友達はえらぶ。
先学期は、同じ一つのグループと一緒にいたけど、今学期は本当にいろんな人と話す。
それだから、テーブルに座ってご飯を食べて話している時、本当にむかつく奴とかに出会う。
本当にむかついて、我慢できなくなることもある。本当にうざい奴は本当にうざい。
ていうか、昨日テーブルに座ってた時、すごいうざいオーストラリア人（インド系のやつだけど）がきて
またくだらないことを話してきた。カナダ人の友達が女体もりについて（スシの）話してきたから、僕が
あーその話はやめてw 日本の評判が下がるから。っていったら、突然そのバカインド人
うわーこいつ性的に興奮しちゃってる。
とかいい初めて、もういい加減にうざいわ。とか思ってマジ切れした。
おまえむかつくから。いっつもむかつく。あっちへいけ！
とかいった。本当にむかついたから。いつもいつもくだらない、僕をバカみたいに扱う奴だったから
いい加減にうざいので言った。それで、そのあと、そういう風にからかってくるのはうざいからやめてくれ。
っていうかんじで話し合って仲直りした。
ーーー
んで、今度は朝ご飯。なんだか
朝から犬がうるさい。７時３０分から犬がうるさくてさー 殺したい と話してた。
まぁ、実際に殺す訳じゃないよ当然。ただ、うるさいからむかつく。みたいなはなししてた。
（大体犬が朝７時３０分から吠えて、僕はおきてしまう。それがずーーっと昼過ぎまで続く。
本当に本当に犬がうるさい。近くに動物病院があって、２０匹くらい一斉にほえて、すっごくうるさい。
僕の隣人もみんなすごいうるさくて苦労してるんだ。だから、そういうストレスもある。
我慢している。でもその相手はその苦しみを絶対にしらない）
そしたら、某日本人と（日本語で会話してた） どうやって殺すの？みたいなかんじで、
ドクダンゴ？とかいって友達がいってきた。だから、ぼくが、いやー踏みつぶすとかいって
アメリカンサイコっていう映画にでてくるやりかたw みたいなかんじで冗談っぽくいってさ
それで この会話が英語で翻訳されてたら、やばいよね。僕変な人だと思われるわ。
とかいったら、 その日本人いきなり so you want to kill dogs by stampingとかいきなりみんなの前で
言い始めた。
それで、僕はまじでムカツイタ。ていうか、英語で翻訳されたらやばいよね。とか言ったのにわざわざ言うか？とかおもった。本当にうざいわ。ていうか、その日本人は信用してるから、冗談でこういうこといってるのに、わけもわからず知らない人の周りで英語で言うか？ まじでむかついた。
しかもこの人英語が全然しゃべれない。だから、僕がその人と会話してるとき外人がいると、へんな翻訳をして、誤解を招いたりする。だから、はっきりいってむかつく。
だからぼくが、うざー わざわざ英語で翻訳するなよ。なんのためだよ。とかいったら、
ごめん。だって朝からそんな話題されたくないじゃん。
とかいわれた。 おいおい。だったら、直接言えよ。
犬を踏みつぶす話なんて朝からするなよ。とかはっきり言えばいいのに
わざわざ英語でyou want to kill ... とか一々言うのありえないとおもった。
で、僕は朝ご飯と夜ご飯の２カイほど キレテシマッタのだ。
ちなみに、その僕がマジ切れした相手２人ほど、実はその二人同じグループにいつもいる。。
だから何がいいたいかっていうと、やっぱりグループ化した人たちは、中がよいい、似通っていると思う。
僕はあのグループの人とは仲良くできないかも。一々むかつくこと言ってくるから。全員が全員じゃないけど。
まぁ、僕が犬を踏みつぶしたいとか、くだらないこと言うのがわるいかもしれないけどさ
日本人の友達で冗談が通じる相手なら良いかなとおもって。でもあの人はもう冗談が通じない人だってわかった。
おまけにわざわざ僕がやってほしくない。って言ったことをわざわざやる人だっていうこともわかった。
だから、もうあの人とは上辺だけ話して、もう友達っぽく冗談を言うのはやめることにする。
冗談が通じないし、しかも、やめてほしくてもちゃんと言えない。僕の会話を下手に翻訳して誤解を招くとか
そういうことをしてくる人だということがわかった。
あのグループにいると、僕を馬鹿みたいにしてくる。
もう一人のデブのシンガポール人と話してたけど
その時、僕はサッカーの練習をきのうして、ランニングをしたら、めちゃきつくて 無理だったー
みたいな話してた。そしたらそのデブ。 おい。お前男じゃないな。男になれ。とかいってまたみんなの前で。
おいおい。おまえさー僕にもと彼女のこと５ヶ月くらい話してるよね？？？ずーっとあの女にもどってきてほしいとかさ。おまえずーーーーーっと相談してきてるよね？なにが おとこになれ。だよ。お前が男になれよ。ぐずぐずひきづってさ。しかもお前の元カノ馬鹿だよ。ふざけんな。しかもこのデブの一番むかつくところは、 この男（デブシンガポール人）は白人の女しか興味ないとか言い始める。これまじむかつく！！！おまえさ、自分はアジア人なのに、なんで自分の民族がきらいなの？？本当にあのデブがこれを言い始めるとむかつく。大体お前何人とつきあってきたんだよ。死ね。
とかまじめにむかついてくる。本当にあのグループはついていけない。つまんないしイライラする。他のグループにいると全然僕をこけにしてこないし、話してて楽しいと感じる。でもあのグルーぷは無理だ。もう絶対横に座らないし、万が一座っても話すのは控える。
以上。朝からまじギレしました。本当は僕そんなに激怒しないタイプ。
ていうか、オーストラリアで本当に人に切れたのは、
昨日の夜がルームメートをのぞいたら初めてだ。ルームメートはひどいのがいたから、何回かきれてたけど（w）
でも、友達としてきれたのは昨日の夜が初めて。今日の朝が２階目。
なんか、僕きれまくってる。もう友達はえらぶ。
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