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i wish my english was perfect.
because if it was, i could work in anywhere, i could get good grades, i could communicate with my friends better. to be honest with you, i don't have many problems with talking to my friends or listening to lectures. but the problem is my english is not perfect. if i have an accent, people think i am not credible or reliable. for example, if you go to the bank, and borrow 1 million dollars, would you go for a person who speaks english with an accent, or a person with perfect english ? I guess most of them go to the person with the perfect english. it's just that the matter of the reliability. if you don't speak proper english, perhaps people don't trust you much. i mean in the business world. that's what i am afraid of now. what if you need to write a report for something. if there are many grammatical mistakes, do you think that report looks good ? no way.

anyways, i am so easily distructed by the fucking internet. i cannot remember how many times i checked my facebook account. what is the point of checking facebook for 100 times a day? it's just stupid. what's the point of checking e-mails for 50 times a day even though you receive only one e-mail ???? pointless.

i just really need to study now. it's just i get distructed all the time. that's the problem .